missing you more than ever! these past few days i cant seem to get my mind into reality, i just hope for the day we meet again, sometimes i walk into our room and think your going to be there awaking from you nap, i always look at the time slowly go past minuet after minuet, it still doesn't feel five minuets ago you was here with me..:/ i sit and light a candle for you during the day and let it burn down slowly and i pray for you, so much things are going on in my life at the moment, im starting a new job as a career i am very nervous but exited at the same time. i think it will be a good experience to have for my career. i always think about the best 19 months of my life when i carried you in my womb for 9months and you made a big part of my life for the ten months you were with me and ill never ever forget the memories we have together. im still thinking of what headstone to get you as its been 8 months already and im thinking of what to words to write for you as i want everything to be perfect for my beautiful boy. when ever me and jack and driving late a night i always look up and the stars and look for the biggest brightest star in the sky and then i no its you. logan my beautiful son, i will always carry you in my heart and will always speak your name, you are a very specail son to me and you will never be forgot, my beautiful boy, im off here for now but will write back to you soon, always going down your grave to see you as you already no. sweet dreams my beautiful boy. Mummy and Jack love you always xxxxxx sleep tight beautiful xxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 7th of March 2012 and will burn for 87 years 9 months and 24 days.